8/3/2009
Today was the day that the lord has made again! I went to church today with Mrs. Brenda and had a blast! Well I wanted to stay for homecoming but i couldnt, I had to work. And the worst thing of all, there was a problem for some ppl to take me to church! It was crazy! But you know only god know how much I can bear and that was a big test! The test was to not break down at all and stay patience and calm. Besides, I made up my mind, im going to buy the mazda navajo and be content. No matter what there is something that is more better in the future! After all my blessing feel like its near! Yeahyeah so what if my mom thinks I need to get something and insurance and stuff! But she not thinking positive! As bishop preached today we as christians have to stay positive, stop thinking so negative all the time! Its seems like the more and more I stay with god and spend time with him I feel more better as a indiviual! After all I have to make some confession or make the lie the truth to my crush, or would you say my beloved friend. Its eating me alive!

Mood: perservering